Welcome 2009

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!!!

As we now start our lives dealing with 2009, I believe it's worth turning our back for one last time with 2008 and rekindle all memories associated with it. As for me, I have alot to thanked for as the last year went well with me.

Thank you for 2008 because:

- my family finally transfer to our new home.
- I won and gained full custody for my son.
- my whole family was healthy and no one got seriously sick.
- personally, I surpass a recent depression attack.
- this is the year I appreciated the people around me more and gained alot of frieds.
- this is the year I let myself be addicted (something or someone? :P) which admittedly made me very inspired.

Wishing that 2009 will still be a good year for me. Hope it will continue to be a year of happines, love and achievements. Below are my New Years resolution (just trying to be ideal.... please give me at least a month to break my commitment on this. hehe...):

- I promise to live a healthier life (lesser burger, lesser oily pizzas and lesser tequilas)
- I promise to spend wisely and save more (lesser impulse buying)
- I promise to motivate myself further to bigger work goals and output.
- I promise to be a better mommy to my one and only son.

I received alot of New Year greetings via SMS, though there is one that touched my feelings and seems worthy to explore about.

"2009 is at the door... Remember, life is rocking. So love truly, forgive quickly, laugh heartily and never regret anything that made you smile."

love truly - yeah, I know how to love truly. I believe loving truly is the same with loving someone unconditionally - and that previlege belongs to my family. My mom, my son and my siblings deserve to be loved with no questions asked. That even if in the future that will hurt or abandoned me, still I will be there for them. Aside form my family, I can't love others truly anymore - at least not on that same level. I love but I'm careful. I love but I let my mind rule as well. Lucky are those people who would take the risk truly loving someone without any aprehension - this is very hard for me.

forgive quickly - believe it or not, this is easy for me to do. I forgive people who wronged me - regardless how deep the impact will be. The only difference is that I never forget. I sincerely absolved them but future dealings with this people will never be the same. Trust won't be the same and level of relationship will never be the same. Don't know if it's bad or not.

laugh heartily - this one I know and been doing eversince - self explanatory to people who knows me well. Though on the other hand, I cry heartily also (again, self explanatory to people who knows me well).

never regret anything that made you smile - agree 101%.