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On chat via webcam:
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Baby Zy: mommy i have to go now, i feel tired
Mommy Ybeth: wait, mommy still wants to talk to you...
Mommy Ybeth: wait, mommy still wants to talk to you...
Baby Zy: why mommy? you don't have other chatmates?
Mommy Ybeth: (grin)
Mommy Ybeth: (grin)
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Baby Zy: look closely on the webcam mommy, i have a suprise for you...
Mommy Ybeth: show it to me now, i wanna see
Mommy Ybeth: show it to me now, i wanna see
Baby Zy: Suprise! (then showing a heart shape drawing with i love you note on it)
Mommy Ybeth: (so touch and speechless)
Baby Zy: another suprise mommy ok? this time really suprising!
Mommy Ybeth: sure, what is it? (expecting another sweet gesture)
Baby Zy: abrakadabra!!! (showing his kiddie bike broken). i need a new bike mommy.
Mommy Ybeth: oh yeah.. mommy's really suprise mahal... oh well...
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Baby Zy: i have a new song and dance for you mommy, old one - mama lola taught me
Mommy Ybeth: sing it to me now...
Baby Zy: how sweet it is to be loved by you, thank you mommy.. how sweet it is to be loved by you, thank you mommy.. (suppose to be "thank you baby", he change it to mommy)
Mommy Ybeth: (with full cheering and clapping) that was so good mahal... and yes, mommy loves you very much!
Mommy Ybeth: sing it to me now...
Baby Zy: how sweet it is to be loved by you, thank you mommy.. how sweet it is to be loved by you, thank you mommy.. (suppose to be "thank you baby", he change it to mommy)
Mommy Ybeth: (with full cheering and clapping) that was so good mahal... and yes, mommy loves you very much!
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Talking on phone:
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Mommy Ybeth: hi mahal (tagalog word for love), you got all mommy's sms?
Baby Zy: yes but i'm not so happy.
Mommy Ybeth: why??????
Baby Zy: yes but i'm not so happy.
Mommy Ybeth: why??????
Baby Zy: because you are just resending same message. type and make new one mommy!
Mommy Ybeth: (guilty-mode as i only keep on resending stored sms of "i love you my son")
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Mommy Ybeth: do you know why mommy loves you very much?
Baby Zy: yes mommy. because i'm the only one who will take care of you when you get old.
Mommy Ybeth: lol!
Baby Zy: yes mommy. because i'm the only one who will take care of you when you get old.
Mommy Ybeth: lol!
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Baby Zy: mommy, we can only talk untill 11pm ok?
Mommy Ybeth: why? you are sleepy already?
Baby Zy: no, not sleepy at all. becaue 11pm my new girlfriend will call me
Mommy Ybeth: (shock and panicking) i wanna talk to mama now! waaaaaaaaa!
Mommy Ybeth: why? you are sleepy already?
Baby Zy: no, not sleepy at all. becaue 11pm my new girlfriend will call me
Mommy Ybeth: (shock and panicking) i wanna talk to mama now! waaaaaaaaa!
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But when we are physically together, there's alot of activities we both enjoy - like toys shopping, swimming, arcade playing and partying. But even those simple joys of putting him to sleep and giving him a bath gives me the utmost satisfaction of being a mother. I love you very much Zy. Hope you know how much of me belongs to you. You complete me.
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Will end this blog by a song I dedicate for my one and ony son. Zy, every word of this song relates to how I feel for you. I unconditionally loved you even before you came out to this world. I love you the moment I saw your tiny peanut-like body inside my womb. You are a dream come true for me.
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I KNEW I LOVE YOU BEFORE I MET YOU
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Maybe it's intuition
But some things you just don't question
Like in your eyes I see my future in an instant
And there it goes I think I've found my best friend
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I know that it might sound more than a little crazy but I believe
I knew I loved you before I met you
I think I dreamed you into life
I knew I loved you before I met you
I have been waiting all my life
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There's just no rhyme or reason
Only this sense of completion
And in your eyes I see the missing pieces I'm searching for
I think I've found my way home
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I know that it might sound more than a little crazy but I believe
I knew I loved you before I met you
I think I dreamed you into life
I knew I loved you before I met you
I have been waiting all my life
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A thousand angels dance around you
I am complete now that I've found you
I knew I loved you before I met you
I think I dreamed you into life
I knew I loved you before I met youI have been waiting all my life
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